November 22, 2016

It's okay, it is just homesick

Soo happy to be a new marriage couple.
But after married..
The new life story is start begin..
I really happy guys to realize that my love story is not ended like shit with the distance, but that I never imagine, after I am start my new life with my love, I have to leave my life before.. Not really leavin' but there's the new long distance story about my life.. 
The scariest ever..
Long distance relationship with
My family
My friends
And all of my career

It still a same clue guys, life is a choice.
You should choose and take a risk of what you choose.
So here I am now.

Maybe I'm wrong that I've been saying "I think that anyone should be missing me, cuz I don't know they're really need me or just me needed them" its.. You know.. Its totally wrong.. I forget that if anyone miss me, I have to miss them too 😢 (I cried guys really cry) 

I'm happy that I life and always beside my husband.. But I want them (my whole big familly and anything) too. Is it wrong?
I wish that's nothing wrong. 

I think this is just because it's new.. 
I wish that I'm strong enough 

July 04, 2016

New chapter!

Remember.
If you're trust to someone damn much..
They are just make you disappointed.
For all time that you wasted.
Anything..
It just there's too much hope
And too much trust Inside your self.
I think I'll never do the same sht anymore.
Ever.

June 29, 2016

🌍= U

Meski kau suruh pergi dia tak akan pergi.
Meski kau ceritakan seribu keburukanmu dia akan tetap mengingat satu kebaikanmu yang menjadi favoritnya.
Meski tidak ada waktu yg kau sediakan dia akan tetap berusaha untuk bersama.
Karena tidak ada satu tempatpun yg dia inginkan selain duduk nyaman dan tenang di sampingmu. 
Dan tidak ada hal yg dia butuhkan selain kebahagiaanmu.

May 18, 2016

Tidak kau cari

Tidak akan kau cari..
Sampai kapanpun tidak akan pernah kau cari.
Walau hilang tanpa jejak tak akan kau cari jejak diriku sedikitpun.
Walau hilang seribu tahun tak akan kau cari bahkan sedetikpun.
Walau hilang hingga napasku tak kau endus, tak akan kau mencariku.
Semoga, Tuhan menyampaikan saat kau mencariku
 "Tenanglah.. Dia, tlah bersamaku".